Monday, May 22, 2017

Just Set Myself Free

I figured out a way to stop thinking about you in a way that I don't like. I really hate feelings. It's an unintelligent thing. You can't make major decisions based on your emotions. You have to settle things objectively. And as an indifferent bastard that I am, I have found out how to stop this madness.

Everytime I will start to think about you, I will just subvert my thoughts to a bad memory linked to you. That way, I could control my hormones and I could stop feeling butterflies because I really hate feeling butterflies— it feels like an upcoming panic attack and I hate it. Now I am sure that I don't love you and this fucking infatuation can finally end. It's been a heck of a trip. Finally.

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